Marriage

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Ravi Kumar Distilleries IPO to hit share market on December 08, 2010

Manufacturer of IMFL, Ravi Kumar Distilleries entering share market with an IPO of 115,00,000 equity shares with a price band at Rs 56 – 64 per equity share.


Pondicherry based Ravi Kumar Distilleries aiming to raise 70 crores through this IPO.

Ravi Kumar Distilleries is engaged in the business of manufacturing Indian Made Foreign Liquor (IMFL) under its own brand portfolio as well as under tie-up arrangements with other companies. The IMFL comprises of Whisky, Brandy, Rum, Gin & Vodka.

Raised funds will be used for expansion in unit by increase in existing capacity and installation of re-distillation plant. Part of raised funds will be used for marketing and corporate branding.

TO subscribe the IPO of Ravi Kumar Distilleries, visit us at www.sharemarketindia.co.in

RPP Infra Projects IPO to hit markets on November 18, 2010

The Initial Public Offering (IPO) of R.P.P. Infra Projects Limited will open for subscription by investors on Thursday - November 18, 2010.

The company is coming out with a public issue of 65,00,000 equity shares of Rs.10 each for cash at a price band of Rs.68 to Rs.75 through 100% book building process.

The Minimum Order Quantity is 80 Equity Shares and in multiples of 80 Equity Shares. The Maximum Subscription Amount for Retail Investor is Rs.200000. This is the first IPO which gets the benefit of enhancement of subscription amount for retail investors.

The Rating Agency Fitch Ratings India Private Limited has assigned IPO Grading of IPO Grade 2.

VC Corporate Advisors Private Limited is the Book Running Lead Manager to the IPO. Comfort Securities Private Limited and VC Corporate Advisors Private Limited are the Syndicate Members to the IPO.

Cameo Corporate Services Limited is the registrar to the company.

The IPO closes for subscription on Monday - November 22, 2010.

If you are interested to subscribe this offer then just visit http://www.sharemarketindia.co.in

SEBI increased retail investment limit in IPO by Rs 1 Lakh

SEBI chairman CB Bhave, on Monday, increased retail investment limit by Rs 1 Lakh in an public issue

Market Regulatory body SEBI, in August, proposed to raise the limit for retail investors from Rs 1 Lakh to Rs 2 lacs. Way back in 2005, SEBI had increased this limit from Rs 50,000 to Rs. 1,00,000.

SEBI allows price discount for retail investors and company discount participating in initial public offers (IPOs)and follow-on public offers (FPOs). This discount is offered to attract retail investors into the market.

“The board has approved disclosure norms of the life insurance IPOs and has tightened norms on preferential allotment to promoters,” he said.

However, Mr C B Bhave, avoided to comment on MCX licence issue.
Apart from that SEBI also came out with guidelines for insurance companies who are looking to hit the capital market. SEBI and Insurance Regulatory and Development Authority (IRDA) have been working together for the framework to get life insurance companies to raise funds from the market and list in the capital markets and this framework is more or less ready.

This increment in retail investment limit is a positive sign, as Power Grid FPO is expected to open on 9th Nov 2010 till 12th Nov 2010 with following issues of Shipping Corporation of India and Manganese Ore India Ltd (MOIL) IPO and Indian Oil IPO in January 2011
If you wish to subscribe any issue, a demat account is mandatory. Basic documentation required to open a demat account includes a PAN card, residence proof and ID proof. For further details on opening a demat account, visit : Share Market India

My Angel

Today is a very special day of my life bcoz one year back a Devil cum Angle jumped into my life and changed my life completely. I am dedicating this blog to him.He thought me to luv urself coz if u can not luv urself no body else will do . I can say that today I am much better than what I used to b one year back and all credits goes to him. I have a very sweet and salty memories with him. I just luv the way he handle his things.

I like when he calls me Chimbadi although I don’t know the meaning of this world.  Not all the time he is sweet some times he is like nakchada (a very angry guy) but all his anger is for the betterment of his frnds and dear ones. He only wants complete and lots luv nothing else trust from his loved one. I don’t have enough words to describe my angle because no enough words are made to describe him. I just wanna say to him that u are a very gud friend , obedient son , best brother and an intelligent business man.I will not say thank u to u rather I ll say that keep continue to provide me your guidance as you always do.

Luv u my angel…

3C New Project noida Sector 168

Setting up a benchmark of green development in Delhi/NCR, The 3 C Company is the only team in Asia to have Three operational Platinum Rated and Two Gold Rated LEED Certified Green Buildings from USGBC (United States Green Building Council).


After a grand success of Lotus boulevard and Lotus Panache it is coming up with one more residential project. It is located at a prime location supported by great infrastructure and easy accessibility from various parts of Delhi/NCR. It is situated in sector 168 on Noida expressway opposite to Advant IT park sec 142. The project is coming up in 17.5 acres with 2000 flats approximately. It offers different sizes in one, two, two plus one and three BHK.

The whole project is planned & programmed to meet the necessity with luxury. Emphasis will be given to the proper layout of the flats, abundance amount of open area & greenery, clubs with health, leisure & entertainment activity, swimming pool, gymnasium, security system, 24x7 power backup, 24x7 water supply, ample parking space etc.

Like other projects of 3C it will also be Eco friendly. It will offers a host of luxuries, each balanced to perfection with 'Green benefits', reflective in all aspects of life. The possession of the project will take approximately 24-30 months. The project seems good from investment as well as end use purpose. For further details keep on checking this blog. To avail the best inaugural discount & more information please call: 9910006110/9810009026.

Dear Mom

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me away to a wonderful place... Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion". I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.